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[02 Apr 2003|04:01pm] |
i have been keep a food log and i lurk on a bunch of boards but this is the actual first time i am going to write in my journal. need to make a habbit of it!
i have another livejournal which can be reacher here.
i was always a bigger kid growing up but i was never overweight until about 2 years ago and it came on really fast. it was really weird because i had always been pretty active and i ate well (vegetarian for quite a few years and then vegan).
this past xmas my doctor talked me about it and apparently being vegan contributed to my weight gain quite a bit.
i remember 2 years ago when i gained alot of weight (approx 40lbs) and was at 160lbs i was really depressed and stated seeing a nutritionist because i was "sooo fat and disgusting". haha this xmas i somehow managed to make it up to 205lbs (which was my heighest)!
i started seeing a nutritionist again and today i weight in at 171.2lbs. I feel sooo much better so far even though i have a long ways to go to my goal of 120lbs. funny, i don't think i look all that bad now but a couple of years ago 11lbs lighter i was so depressed about it, now i'm doing anything to get back there!
since xmas my bra size went from a G to a DD! woah! haha. i didn't even really notice myself gaining weight until i'd go to put something on that used to be big and it couldn't do it up. i couldn't really see myself losing the weight either....until i saw a pic from myself at xmas time. oh god. i think it started bugging me the most emotionally when i could start seeing my face get chubby.
anyway, i'll stop babbling...just needed a little introduction.
my next weight in is friday and i hope i am in the 60's! *crossses fingers* I always feel proud when i get down into the next set of digits. my doctor won't be pleased though....i was supposed to be 164-167 by friday :| we'll see!!!!!!!!
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[29 Jan 2003|03:22pm] |
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testing.
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